Alexa, we love you more and more everyday that passes.. I feel you in my heart, my soul and every fiber of my being. I’ve been thinking about what the bible says about Heaven being near. I always have felt that way and it feels really good for Mommy to know that there is a fine line between this reality and the glory of Heaven. I have been spending a lot of time following and reading about other children who are facing what you have faced and each time I read I fall apart, my heart hurts for these children beyond anything words could describe. I know that you are watching over all of them. I am so thankful that God saved you Lex, so many people will never understand, so many people will never feel the Glory of God that you brought into my life, and it is everlasting and eternal. Again, I will say thank you to God for saving my beautiful little girl from any further pain or suffering, from the corruption of this cruel world, from years of battling.. He raised you right into his glory, I feel you with me with every breath I take, I know you never leave me and I know I will see you soon. I am so proud of you and so amazed by your wisdom. Yes it is hard to live in this world, but the pain cannot compare with the glory that is to come when I meet you in Heaven. It is the reality of this world, we are all leaving and we have no idea when, we have to trust God that his plan is perfect, And God knows Mommy’s heart, and I trust him fully, I trust that his plan is Perfect. Can’t wait for those sweet kisses My Angel.