Courageous Journey of An Angel on Earth

Loving You More Everyday…

Alexa, we love you more and more everyday that passes.. I feel you in my heart, my soul and every fiber of my being. I’ve been thinking about what the bible says about Heaven being near. I always have felt that way and it feels really good for Mommy to know that there is a fine line between this reality and the glory of Heaven. I have been spending a lot of time following and reading about other children who are facing what you have faced and each time I read I fall apart, my heart hurts for these children beyond anything words could describe. I know that you are watching over all of them. I am so thankful that God saved you Lex, so many people will never understand, so many people will never feel the Glory of God that you brought into my life, and it is everlasting and eternal. Again, I will say thank you to God for saving my beautiful little girl from any further pain or suffering, from the corruption of this cruel world, from years of battling.. He raised you right into his glory, I feel you with me with every breath I take, I know you never leave me and I know I will see you soon. I am so proud of you and so amazed by your wisdom. Yes it is hard to live in this world, but the pain cannot compare with the glory that is to come when I meet you in Heaven. It is the reality of this world, we are all leaving and we have no idea when, we have to trust God that his plan is perfect, And God knows Mommy’s heart, and I trust him fully, I trust that his plan is Perfect. Can’t wait for those sweet kisses My Angel.

Love,

Mommy

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Comments on: "Loving You More Everyday…" (3)

  1. Cousin Matthew said:

    Lexi, i cant wait to see you and hold you again. Ive only held you once in the hospital. Thats all, just once. That is most certainly not enough. I wantto hold my little cousin forecer like ivdo with all our other cousins. And thats a lot of cousins which means a lot holding. That means i got a lot of make up time to do with love.
    I love you with all my heart Alexa marie. 😭. As i say this, i am crying. Love u

  2. I LOVE that you share your storie with the world. You are so touching and inspiring to me being a mom and single parent.
    I’m reaching out to you beacause I’m raising money for Karaoke Kids for Cancer. Proceeds from my upcoming Dance album will go twards the foundation.
    Will you reach out to your readers and ask for their support? We are sooo close to meeting our goal (deadline 10/13).
    Contributions can be made here http://bit.ly/PopstarbyNight
    Foundation information here: http://bit.ly/Karoke4Cure
    Thank you & God bless

  3. Darlene…..I replied to you on my blog, but, wanted to reach out to you here, as well. I wish we didn’t have these anniversaries to deal with. And, it doesn’t help that the Christmas holidays are approaching quickly. I truly believe Alexa and Kayla are our angles in Heaven. And, somehow, I feel they will be even closer to us on these difficult days ahead. Take care and I’ll be praying that God will give you strength to get through tomorrow.

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